long ago is not far away

Long Ago is Not Far Away

by Daniel Cook, M.D.
(Western Massachusetts Author)

VI. OUR COLLECTIVE COME-UPPANCE

(excerpt)


     The swap-swap of the wipers kept pace with my heart.  The rain beat down furiously on the car.  I thought of the French poem "Il pleut sur le toit, comme il pleur dans mon coeur."  It rains on the roof as it rains in my heart.

     "So how did you like the movie?"  I asked my young wife.

     "It was nice" she replied.  Silence.  The rain now was torrential.

     "What did you think of Holly Golightly's character?"  I asked with trepidation.  We had watched "Breakfast at Tiffany's."   "I dunno," she replied.  Silence.  I glanced over furtively.  Her face was set, frozen into a mask, with the downward curving mouth forming an inverted "U."  Developing schizophrenia complicated by psycotropic medication is not a pretty picture.   "For God's sake" I pleaded silently, "say something, anything."

     Do you wonder why she called her cat "No Name?"  I pursued, hoping for an answer.  "Stop interrogating me" she screamed.

     My mind drifted back to seven years earlier, before the birth of our two young children.   She had been a beautiful woman of 23.  We were given a sumptuous wedding by her father at a fancy Central Park South hotel.  Then off to a honeymoon in the British Virgin Islands.   I still remember posing her for a picture, perched on a rock by the sea, looking for all the world like a mermaid.  Long flowing jet black hair, cheekbones, sensuous mouth, almond shaped eyes . All of these sat on top of a beautiful figure.

     We had laughed a lot.  At night we would dance under the stars, she with flowers in her hair and me with the certainty that this would symbolize our life together.  I felt blessed, and thought nothing would ever mar my happiness.  Disasters only happened to others.

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